My kids: Jori

I love them. Fo realz.

Jori:
loves barbies, she chose four the last time I was with the kids at D.I. and she's so happy.

This is after we gave them perma-swimsuits, with nail polish. 

She's still all about everything fancy.

She is such a ray of sunshine, honestly. She's always saying positive, makes you stop for a second comments like "Willow's smiles just brighten up my day!" or "We are so lucky we have so many things!" She's still really enthusiastic, and will say excitedly "This is going to be so much fun!" with little provocation.

Like the other day at my parents, when her cousins were jumping on the bed in the next room and she was about to join them. 

 She's very bright, and has been learning sight words. She has a truly fantastic memory: she'll tell us stories about something that happened one time, a year ago, frequently. She told me about a dead mouse that was in the firepit up at the cabin a week or two ago, but that was clear back last summer. Things like that happen regularly.

 (Can you figure out what's happening, here? I just love this. The bucket is scooched over, box of donuts on the ground, cut marks on box, but only until it was discovered it could just be taken off, and play dough knife obviously was in the process of slicing off a chunk of that maple bar before daddy called her upstairs again for stories.)

  She likes things to be accurate and correct, and trusts me implicitly to teach her these things. (Even to the point sometimes of discrediting comments from daddy, if she feels they're not what I have said.) It's kind of a...heavy privilege, I'd call it. I try to lead her well, not wanting to give her any reason to distrust me. (Except that one time where I told her the chocolate I was eating was poison, 'cause I didn't want to share.)

  She's quite artistic, she loves creating these cute/funny little brown paper bag puppets.

Usually princesses. She draws the face on the top part and body on the rest...they're great.

 She still loves her special blankie her Grandma Hatch made for her. She's losing the few speech flaws she has left, so those that remain I kind of cherish. (Rather than saying it 'other,' it's 'uh-ver', things like that.)

 She has a hard time paying attention, or focusing...I think she might have ADHD, just the inattentive classification. Same as I have.

 But Sam and I can't really get mad at her (shouldn't, anyway: we aren't perfect), because honestly, sometimes I'll ask her something six times and then finally lose my temper, but it'll really startle her because I think she genuinely wasn't taking it in the first six times. So she doesn't get why I'm mad, all of a sudden (to her).

She's very imaginative and can have a hard time not...kind of living in her own little fantasy land mentally, sometimes.

 She's still trying to learn give and take with conversation with kids her age, I think; she gets excited to tell them things, but sometimes doesn't really listen to them and just keeps telling what she wanted to say, regardless. Or won't hear what they said, cause she was in the 'fantasy land.' She also gets frustrated when kids don't acknowledge what she has said, though, which could be how they feel too...hopefully she'll get the hang of the give and take of conversing sooner, rather than later.

 
She's got a tender heart, my Jori. A real gentility. Just feels things a lot. Cries often, laughs often. I think I passed this on, too. She's good at trying to make things fair and good for all around her, most of the time.

Overall, she makes a great oldest. We sure love our Jori Pori.

Life and this world can, seriously, be terrible. But I still believe.

This was the last lesson I had for the girls. Young women. It was kind of a weird thing, but I ended up only getting to teach about half of it and then was released before I got to finish it. I had so many more thoughts, though, that I wanted to share about it in a blog post. (If you're curious about the lesson, look here for more.)

#8: The thing is...I feel like this lesson is the heart of not only the religion I belong to, but believing in God at all. 

Terrible, terrible, terrible things happen in this world. Things that keep me up at night. Horrors that make my heart just break, and ache, and break again. Things I never get used to. 

This is irrefutable. Everyone would agree with this.

But how we view these things, we do not all agree on. Do we choose to see those things and say "This is evidence that there is no God," or do we choose to see those things and say "This is terrible. But it's so terrible it can't be the end, this can't be it. There must be some justice, at some point. Things must be made right." ? For me, it is a choice between hope and despair. Do we hope for something better? Choose faith? Or say 'This is all there is,' and let grief overcome us? 

I choose faith. I choose hope. I choose to believe that "God is love," and that all that's good comes from Him. I choose to believe that although I will experience misery, if I can make myself a better person because of it, that is a success. That is worthwhile. 

I have to make the choice every time I learn of a new tragedy, or experience a new trial. But I do.

I love this gospel. I feel of God's love when I am feeling that despair creep up, a gentle warmth that tells me "I know. It's okay you're sad about this. Don't worry, I'm here. And I will, somehow, incredibly, impossibly, make everything okay someday."

I hope you do, too.

 #1: I don't want us to get hung up on where a trial comes from. Whether it's from our own choices, someone else's choices, from God Himself to teach us something or just a result of mortality, it is going to God that will bring us comfort and peace. And no matter what, there is something we can learn from it. I don't want us to resent God. (Easier said than done sometimes, admittedly.)

 #2: I know people say 'we will not be given more than we can handle.' But I think this is false. It might come from mis-interpreting 1 Nephi 3:7, which talks about having strength to follow commandments, and 1 Corinthians 10:13, which talk about having strength to resist temptation. It doesn't say anything about us not having harder trials than we can bear. 
It says here the following, which I really love (and encourage the full article to be read): When trials come, trust that the Lord’s help will come. This news is helpful to sufferers since we’re saying something true about God instead of something false about ourselves. [...] Suffering doesn’t ask if you’re ready. It may come slowly or with a vengeance, but it doesn’t ask permission, and it doesn’t care about convenience. There’s never a good time for your life to be wrecked. But the saying “God will never give you more than you can handle” tells me I have what it takes. It tells me I can bear whatever comes my way. It tells me God permits trials according to my ability to endure. Think about what this conventional wisdom does: it points people inward.

Yet the Bible points us Godward. ...

Here is another truly wonderful article on this very topic. This is my favorite in her article, "... in that one verse [Matthew 11:28-30] he simply states the reason why we are given more than we can handle: It’s so we can come to him. It’s so we can trust him enough to hand over our heavy, crippling burdens and let him carry the load."

#3:  “The test a loving God has set before us is not to see if we can endure difficulty. It is to see if we can endure it well. We pass the test by showing that we remembered Him and the commandments He gave us.”-Henry B. Eyring

Now this is an opinion of mine, and not doctrine, so take it as you will. But I don't think we can choose our feelings. I do, however, think we can choose what leads up to a lot of those feelings, at least partially. For example: 

-We can choose to see something positive as a blessing, rather than a coincidence or just a random experience.

-We can choose to intentionally look on the bright side, rather than the negative: optimism over pessimism. 

-We can choose to count our blessings.

-And we can choose our actions, and choose to do things that might bring joy. Though those actions often do so because we weren't thinking of our possible benefit, we were being Christ-like and serving in love. (This is kind of an altruism over hedonism thought, but that's a tangent.)

#4: The talk 'I Will Not Fail Thee, nor Forsake Thee' (read it here) by President Monson is such a comfort. It has a lot of great stuff; here is some: 

The history of the Church in this, the dispensation of the fulness of times, is replete with the experiences of those who have struggled and yet who have remained steadfast and of good cheer. The reason? They have made the gospel of Jesus Christ the center of their lives. This is what will pull us through whatever comes our way. We will still experience difficult challenges, but we will be able to face them, to meet them head-on, and to emerge victorious. [...]

We know that there are times when we will experience heartbreaking sorrow, when we will grieve, and when we may be tested to our limits. However, such difficulties allow us to change for the better, to rebuild our lives in the way our Heavenly Father teaches us, and to become something different from what we were—better than we were, more understanding than we were, more empathetic than we were, with stronger testimonies than we had before.

This should be our purpose—to persevere and endure, yes, but also to become more spiritually refined as we make our way through sunshine and sorrow. Were it not for challenges to overcome and problems to solve, we would remain much as we are, with little or no progress toward our goal of eternal life. 

#5: D&C 121: 7 My son, peace be unto thy soul; thine adversity and thine afflictions shall be but a small moment;

 8 And then, if thou endure it well, God shall exalt thee on high; thou shalt triumph over all thy foes.

D&C 122: 4-9, but starting with verse 7, " if the very jaws of hell shall gape open the mouth wide after thee, know thou, my son, that all these things shall give thee experience, and shall be for thy good. 8 The Son of Man hath descended below them all. Art thou greater than he?"

#6: Basically, I don't think Heavenly Father wants us to compare our lives to others. I am ALWAYS GUILTY OF THIS! Lame. But honestly, I don't think it's what He wants. Because although it may bring temporary comfort when our lives don't seem as difficult as other's in certain lights, it inevitably will also bring discouragement when the opposite is true. And it will be, at some point. So yes, an option when things seem dreadful is to say 'At least such and such didn't happen, like it did to these folks!' But before too long, if we've allowed ourselves that path of thinking, we'll also think 'Yeah, but why can't it be like such and such's lives? They've never struggled with this. It doesn't seem fair.' 

#7: This is frustrating because I could not find it. But on the church's website, there are many, many short videos that uplift and inspire. And in one of them, they show a woman who...I think it was she had five children, and all of them and her husband died in this tragic natural disaster. I'm sorry I only have my faulty memory to go off of! But I talk about her not to compare (#5) but because something about it really struck me: she didn't seem full of sunshine. She wasn't pretending everything was perfect. But basically, she said that when she was in the temple she 'felt okay.' Like that was the most okay she'd felt in a long time. Not necessarily full of joy, just...okay, again. But she appreciated that.

She also talked about how she looks forward to seeing them again. Hope. She chooses hope. 

I just, so appreciated this. I think it validates the struggle that some who never feel like they get to experience happiness in this life, have. 

Joy will come. I choose to believe that. 

[Here are some more examples of people who overcame crazy-hard trials, and embraced the gospel: https://www.lds.org/general-conference/2010/04/our-path-of-duty?lang=eng&_r=1 ; https://www.lds.org/general-conference/1992/04/healing-the-tragic-scars-of-abuse?lang=eng&_r=1 ]

We Have News

I can't even express enough how satisfying this is to share with the world. Seriously, folks. [ If you don't want the whole story and just want the news, skip to the bottom. But I'm typing the whole story.  'Cause I'm like that.]

Okay so almost TWO YEARS ago...maybe more like a year and a half ago, Sam and I talked and we figured out that going back to school was probably what Sam was going to need to do. It was a bit daunting, as we were loving neither of us being in school and having to do homework at night. But we made the commitment. And it was a serious commitment. He'd study and attend this LSAT prep class for about 24 hours a week, and that was on top of his normal 40 hours per week job. But he really didn't want to tell people about it because we'd told people 'Oh, this is what Sam's going to do for a career' in the past with a few different careers that didn't end up working out. This time, he really didn't want to share anything with ANYONE (minus me, duh) until the LSAT (the test you take, that law schools use along with GPA to determine if they want you to attend there) was taken, applications were completed, and we even had an acceptance letter in hand.

I'm going to be selfish and just plug this in: that was super duper hard for me. You know this! I overshare! I prefer to overshare, usually! Having to keep quiet was a chore. I wanted to complain to friends about how difficult it was that Sam was so busy, but couldn't much unless I wanted to spoil everything. So I gave vague hints, here and there. I think I mentioned Sam was taking a class 'for work' at one point. (Kind of true. I'm the master of half-truths. Gotta work on this, Sam gave this awesome lesson on Honesty in church the other day and it's been on my mind.)

I'm tangenting.

Sam studied a lot, and finally took the LSAT in June of last year, 2015. Unfortunately, he did way worse than all his practice tests made us expect he would do. So he decided to take it again in October.

If you don't know, it's offered four times a year: February, June, September or October, and December. The law school application process usually begins October-Novemberish for the NEXT fall, and cut offs vary but are usually February-early Marchish.

So it'd still be possible for him to take it again even if he wanted, but after a certain point it starts to just look bad. It almost cements in that you can't perform well, if you take it as many as three times with poor scores each time.

So we knew this October test would probably be his last. And, super bummer, the same thing happened. With all the practice tests he'd taken (one a week, the test takes like 3-4 hours) he'd steadily improved even further from the June test, but again the test that actually counted, the real one, he did much worse than he would've liked.

This time I, at least, didn't mind it as much though. We'd talked about so many different possible places we'd go, but I knew it was going to have a big impact on our family, wherever we went. So after the June test, rather than praying for him to do as well as he's capable of, I prayed instead that we would be lead to where we needed to go, for the good not only of Sam's employment future as an attorney, but the good of our family.  In large part through his LSAT test score.

So when we got the October score back,we compiled a list of reasonable possibilities for law schools he could attend within the Intermountain West. Originally we had University of Wyoming (Sam's very last choice), University of Denver, University of Colorado, University of Arizona, UNLV, BYU, University of Utah, and University of Oregon. On there.

Sam applied to most of these just about as soon as applications started being accepted, with the exception of University of Oregon. With almost all law schools, you can just apply pretty much all at once through this website they use called LSAC. But the Oregon application required an additional essay.  Such a silly thing to keep him from applying, but basically we didn't feel like we had our hearts set on Oregon and he was feeling pretty sick of the process/burned out, so the Oregon application wasn't really completed.

A few we heard from via email right away: he got into Wyoming, University of Denver, and got wait listed at University of Colorado. He got rejected at Arizona.

Both Wyoming and Colorado had reasons we didn't think they were really viable, though, after we gave it further consideration, so for a while then we just felt like we were still waiting. December, January, February came and went. I'd had it in my mind we'd know from schools by the end of February, so I had to readjust to be more patient. I gave myself a new expected 'knowing' date of mid-June, to make it easier.

Then BYU sent a rejection letter, which was discouraging but not a surprise. So we thought really, our viable options were U of U, University of Colorado and UNLV. For some reason, I always really felt like we were going to go to UNLV.

Then we got a 'wait-listed' letter from U of U, which I thought was encouraging and Sam felt neutral about. Not a rejection, but more waiting.

And then UNLV sent a rejection letter, and this was more of a blow. Not even wait listed there! We'd thought that one was more likely.

At this point I finally understood Sam's desire not to share this with people, in the chance it didn't work out. I'd never honestly considered it a possibility that nothing would work. But Denver was way too expensive, and Wyoming's ranked so poorly Sam felt like it'd be hard to find work afterward. So really, we were just HOPING University of Utah or University of Colorado would work out.

Then we realized that even though University of Colorado isn't in Denver, it's still in Boulder, which is close to Denver and really quite expensive to live in, too. So it was still possible but didn't seem as appealing anymore, after we figured that out. (Which was partly disappointing, the idea of moving to Colorado seemed awesome for a good while.)

[Start here, if you skipped ahead]

So. Early April, Sam was thinking about possibilities, and looked it up and discovered University of Oregon had a super late cut-off date for applications. Whereas most had been a month or more earlier, Oregon's isn't until July.

He figured he had nothing to lose, and finally wrote the essay Oregon required in addition to the normal application materials most law schools do.

And about a week later, they wrote back not only accepting him, but offering him a partial scholarship. Whaaa!!! Cool! We also discovered we'd have to pay out-of-state tuition there all three years, though, and the scholarship brought it to about the cost University of Utah would be as a Utah resident with no scholarship.

So...honestly, we're still waiting. I don't think he'll attend University of Colorado even if they choose to let him in, but University of Utah is still his preferred choice between University of Oregon and it. Mainly because of employment, University of Utah has more work opportunities while a student and (possibly) after graduation.

But we were told they accept most people that they're going to from the wait list in late April, early May...and it's May 14th, and we've heard nothing.

So there's a slim chance he'll attend University of Utah if they get back to us within a month or so, but otherwise...we'll be moving to Eugene, Oregon, the second week in August. Start driving August 8th. Less than three months! Ahhhh!!!!!

We're excited, nervous, sad to leave somewhere we love...lots of feelin's. That'll probably be another post for another day.

But Sam's going to law school! And I don't have to keep it a secret anymore! Hurray!!!

Serving With the Young Women

You know how (if you're LDS, and among other LDS peeps) everyone makes jokes about how no one wants to be a nursery leader? Well once upon a time I felt that way about a Young Women's calling. 

I had never in the past wanted one, because teenage girls terrified me. I remembered the leaders it seemed that the other girls liked the most when I was a girl, and it was the ones that had the 'young soul' themselves. Also that dressed fashionably and were up to date on the latest most popular...anything.

Um. Not me. I wasn't even good with teenage girls when I was one. 

I am Hobbes, in the below scenario. Clueless. 

But then time, as it so often does, prepared me, and a few months before receiving this calling I had thought "I think I'm ready for the challenge that would be." 

And what a delight it really has been. Where I expected to deal with some pettiness and fighting, the girls in my ward have been nothing but wonderful to each other. Where I thought I might have to deal with some that might act disrespectful and have no interest in the message I'm trying to share, my girls were nothing but courteous and mature. 

I don't know that I ever convinced them I was the most fun of the leaders, or the best dressed or most giggly. But I was me. And if nothing else, in my earnest desire for them to understand their own worth, it taught me some more about mine. That we all have something to contribute. 

Oh, how I love those sweet young ladies in the Spring Creek 4th Ward. My heart broke a tad today, as I attended opening exercises with them for the last time. (I actually got released the day Willow was born, but got to visit them one last time today and they gave me a sweet thank you card.) 

Because I am who I am, I want to share with them some of the messages that matter so much to me...so I think I'll write a couple more posts on the topic of Young Women to at least have it out there somewhere. 

I'll miss you.

Sister (Ariel) Hatch

What's in Your Mind, When You're in Labor?

This third trimester was probably my roughest yet. Mainly because I had these excruciating pains deep in my left bum cheek, that I couldn't make go away that would come on and I'd just have to sit and wait for them to pass. So those, along with false labor pains three weeks before my due date, made me pretty ready to rumble just about every day of the last three weeks I was pregnant. Here's a decent idea of my thoughts on the actual day.

4:00 A.M. Whoa, that was a pretty bad one. Maybe today really is the day! Don't get hopes up, though. 

4:15 A.M. Ow. Yeah, that's something. 

7:30 A.M. (Making waffles) Mmmmm I'm going to eat so many waffles...ow ow ow. That's three in a row. I guess we aren't going to that baby blessing after all.

8:00 A.M. Gotta shower, shave, actually style my hair today. It's baby day! I think. It's been half an hour. 

[I was intent on doing what the doctor said, which was wait till they're coming every 3-5 minutes for an hour. But...that wasn't how it was going to be this time, it seemed.]

8:25 A.M. OOOOWWWW. OW. Why do people go natural?! I hate this. 

10:50 A.M. I always try to imagine people who are speeding have a wife in labor. And here we are, driving, when I'm actually in labor! But if Sam takes that turn fast I might scream, because the last thing I want in this physical state is to have my body jerked around. But I swear it'd be unintentional at least.

10:55 Huh. Look at that. The unintentional scream came anyway. 

11:00 A.M. (Arrive at my parents' house) Yeah, we'll probably just stay for like 20 minutes and then head to the hospital. 

11:30 A.M. I haven't had a contraction in half an hour...oh there it is. 

11:36 A.M. (Contraction) I got this. 

12:00 P.M. OWWWW! That's just unfair! I'm in labor, the bum pains should stop! 

[Those deep bum pains were worse than the contractions, but when they would come WHILE I was in labor, they would lead to a contraction. It was lovely.]

12:25 P.M. Seriously baby...make up your mind. 

12:50 P.M. Well we're just sitting here, might as well go to church and get to take the sacrament. 

12:55 P.M. (Walking to church) there's one. 

1:00 P.M. There's one.

1:05 P.M. There's one. These aren't anything, though...

1:30 P.M. OH MY GOSH. I'm dying. I'm going to die in church. And yet...I wonder how this looks to the bishopric? That's got to be a bit unnerving. They have no idea why I suddenly tensed up and am grimacing horribly, panting. Hee hee. 

1:50 P.M. Can I have my bum removed? Is that a thing? This is agony. 

1:55 P.M. Ow. Ow ow ow. We've only got five more minutes though, might as well stay.

2:00 P.M. Okay for sure today is baby day. Yeeshhhh. 

2:05-3:05 Yay, they're finally...sevenish minutes apart this whole hour! Hurry! Eat something! Even though I don't want food, all I could think of when Atticus was finally being delivered was how hungry I was. Not this time! 

3:30 (Arrive at hospital) I don't want a wheelchair...should I pretend I do? The bum pains are worse then. I'm going to be embarrassed if I haven't progressed at all and we do have to go home again.

3:35 Oh, I'm 6 1/2 cm dialated and 100% effaced. Okay. I'm not crazy. Why did we wait so long? 

3:43 Okay I know they numbed it, but I still had the feeling of metal against bone with that epidural. Dang that's freaky. Blegh. 

3:50 Epidurals are like sunshine and rainbows. This is glorious. Look at that contraction on that screen. I felt none of that. Maybe I'll catch up on some texts. 

4:20 Wait what? The doctor's already here? Oh, water breaking time, right. Wait I'm already at an 8?

4:43 Whoa, I'm at a 10? It's time to push?! How did that happen, we've only been here an hour! This is not how my body has babies. This is fake.

4:44 I've only pushed twice, how can the baby almost be out?! 

At this point I started laughing at the absurdity of it all. And then my doctor said 'You're going to laugh the baby out,' which made me laugh harder...and then I did! Our youngest little miss came out while I was laughing. Those laughs quickly lead to happy tears, which shouldn't surprise those who know me too much. 

Baby girl was a petite 6 lbs 1 oz. and 17" long, even though she was only four days early. Little thing!

And a bit over 24 hours later, we'd narrowed down her name from Genevieve, Imogene, Willow and Juliet to Willow Marie, and were able to go home. I didn't need any stitches down below this time, so didn't want to dilly dally in the hospital any longer than was necessary. 

We sure love this little gal!

Jori's and Atto's Bedroom

I love organizing. I can tell because I re-organize things all the time. Remember those 10 hours I spent in December, organizing the toys into three different categories (again)? Yeah, I've changed it again. It's so weird 'cause I hate cleaning, I don't enjoy decorating really (just enjoy the byproduct of it), and yet. There's something about finding the perfect fit, the perfect arrangement...it's like a puzzle for me. I thoroughly enjoy it. At least when I succeed at it.

So I've had fun, moving Atticus into Jori's room and making things that had been in the two fit as well as I can into one. And I want to share! Because it tickles my fancy! So...here's that:

First, the loft bed and reading nook. I have a lot of further ideas on fabrics and whatnot for the reading space, but right now things fit so great! We have an old foam mattress pad folded in half, with this child's chair next to it. 

On the left of this picture you can see a plastic bin that houses their now combined stuffed animals, with a smaller one that houses dolls in front of it. I'd hoped the space between the two beds might be enough for a bookcase...but it really isn't a lot of space. And the depth is weird, what with the crib right there. Like the kids will have to walk through a mini-corridor, if we do end up putting a shelf there. So for now...these things work well. They can access them from under the loft bed.

I was delighted to find that this bookshelf, which we've had since forever and which Sam built when he was 8, fit pretty great underneath Jori's bed. I rearranged the stories so both the ones that had been in Atto's room and the ones that were already there, work together. There isn't a lot of room for growth, that's the only downside...but it works well for the time being.

This is a peek into the two, small closets in the room. I LOVE this, honestly. I don't love the dressers as they are, but I love the fit. We purchased the one on the right just recently. This means they don't take up any space in the room, though, which is just perfect. What I wanted.

Finally, on Saturday, I found my solution to the toy dilemma that had been in their room! After I disbanded the toy rotation (AGAIN), and put a certain number in Jori's room, Atto's room, our 'den' aka room next to kitchen and the rest in the closet under the stairs in the living room, I didn't know how I was going to combine the toys from the two bedrooms into one. We had them on kind of weird things in each room before. 

So I wish I'd taken a before picture, so you could fully appreciate how much less space this particular shelf takes up...but before it was this white end table and an old nightstand that jutted into the room almost double what the current arrangement does. 

And HERE is the glorious solution:

A white, wooden shelf I found at D.I. for $15! It's 2 1/2 inches longer than I wanted, as it does cover part of the molding on the closets, but you can still open the doors so my goal was reached there. And it's height is PERFECT for Atticus. Any taller and it would have made his access to puzzles, the smaller knick knack toys etc. more difficult. But he can see and comfortably reach everything with this as it is. 

I should've taken more pictures of the room overall...but my point is, I'm loving the arrangement right now. This is one happy space-saving-furniture-arrangements-lover.

Finally...this isn't actually in their room, but falls under that organization of kid-related things umbrella, so thought I'd share this too:

I bought this 5 drawer plastic rolling shelf thing, over a year ago. Since then, it's been used in a toy room, the laundry room and now, to house our art supplies. 

Before, they were crammed onto the top shelf of an armoire and it was very difficult to keep track of/find things. When it finally occurred to me to use this cart to organize these things, I was tickled pink! What a great idea.

 

On the very top, I keep our educational supplies right now. I use the book Jori and I do preschool out of, as well as the binder to practice handwriting, daily. The box is a good size for up there, but all the books in there is not a perfect solution...still, it works until I come up with something better.

Ahhh....isn't it nice for things to have a place? 

Buy! Buy! Buy! Sell! Sell! Sell!

I made all these new years goals this year (as I always do), and most of them haven't much lifted off the ground (as usually happens). But one of these...'goals,' was to work on home decor stuff. I'm working this at-home transcription job, and was hoping I could use most I earn there toward making our home a reflection of who we are as a family/a place I enjoy being, more. I've never felt much freedom in spending here. (Not 'cause of Sam, just...me.) So! I added up how much I expect to earn from this job within a certain time frame, and divided it up by rooms, so I don't have to feel bad spending a tad of money on things like...fabric for pillows or something. I also have $110 cash left from Christmas, which was the main gift I asked for on both sides for this same purpose.

But even with this, and with my first paychecks coming in...old habits die hard! It's easier for me to sell other things, and use that money, than to actually take money out of the bank for things that seem so unnecessary. (Except when it's from D.I., somehow that sneaks through my filter...sneaky, sneaky thrift store.)

So. I thought I'd share some of the things I've been buying and selling, because of my nesting. Silly me. :)

Remember these? Sam's brother Jotham and his wife Jamie gave these two us, 2 1/2 years ago. I have loved how long the couch is, and we made good use in our current home of the love seat as a reading couch in Jori's room. But really...the fabric isn't practical, for a family with small children. And the couch is 8 feet long, and I don't know if we're done with apartment living or not (could have to do it again). So I decided to sell them. I got quite a bit more for them than I'd gotten my hopes up for ($150), since they're so hard to clean and had spots all over the place. So I was happy.

So then I started looking for a leather couch, for their durability with children, in a certain color and preferably with reclining seats. And I discovered this bad boy on KSL, for only 50 bones. $50! In Provo, too! I told the guy I would buy it about 3 hours after he posted it, and Sam went to get it the next night (a Friday). Which was a fiasco, btw, 'cause Sam's truck's emergency brake locked on for some reason (he hadn't put it on), and the truck was smoking...but the guy helped him carry it to the truck where it had broken down a block from his apartment, and I felt satisfied. Other than the truck stuff but that's a different story.

And then we got it inside and I sat down on it. OOF.

"Well," I thought, "Maybe I could get used to a Flintstone-hard couch." And then two seconds later, I thought "Um, no." So I checked on KSL Sunday night, just out of curiosity...and found a leather couch (turned out the one pictured above was vinyl), closer to the color I'd been hoping for (turned out the other one was darker/more brown than I'd wanted), WITH reclining seats this time, for $100. Hurray!! In Sandy. Lucky for me Sam was feeling generous, and went and bought it Monday night.

I know it's more wrinkly-looking...but it's way more comfortable, has reclining seats, and I'm not worried about any cracks forming. Yay! I sold the other one for $75 about ten days later, so it was more like this one cost $75.  Win-win.

Then, well let me back track. Our neighbors had given us their old bunk bed that was a full size bottom, twin size top, back in November or thereabouts. They'd said they were planning to take it to D.I., but would rather hand it off to someone they knew who might benefit from it. So when they asked us, we said sure, thanks!

 But after a lot of thought (seriously, I'm a worry wart), I decided it'd be easier to keep Atticus in either his crib or a toddler bed, rather than try to adjust him to sleeping on a full.  Right before the baby comes. Plus it took up the entire room. So we sold that for $100. 

Lest you think I'm an ungrateful jerk...well, you still have permission to, but I used about $95 of that to buy a new twin-size mattress and a water-proof mattress protector thing (looks like a sheet but also protects against allergens), for Jori. I'd been looking on KSL for a twin-size mattress too, but had such mixed feelings since you have no way of knowing what has happened on that bed before you! Somehow a couch or clothes or...all sorts of other things, I don't mind, but a mattress? I dunno.

So it was SUCH a blessing that our neighbors, in a roundabout way, enabled the purchase. Yay! Many, many thanks to them for that.

Instead of the full-size-bottom bunk bed, I decided we should get a loft bed for Jori, and have Atticus sleep under it in either a crib or toddler bed. And I really got lucky spending-wise here! Someone was selling a partially lofted one (like, Jori can stand under it, but not her friends who are taller), and also a much higher lofted one, for $40 in Sandy!! Together! This seemed perfect, since I hadn't decided if I thought it'd be best for her to be way up high or just, a little bit. Depended partially on if Atticus could sleep in a toddler bed or crib, since I didn't think a crib would fit under the lower lofted option.

But after we set up the lower-lofted one, I realized I could set up a reading nook for the kids under there (which I'd been planning for the room anyway, just off to a different side), and have Atticus still in a crib but NEXT to her bed. Perfect! Light bulb! Hallelujuah, sleeping arrangement finally figured out!! 

Yeah. This was a big deal, you guys. A month of worry resolved. Phew.

So here's Jori's bed, currently: 

Very currently. It's a wee bit messy in there. But I want to make a post about their room a different time so I'll leave it at that, for now. (The only down side is it really is kinda squeaky...but I figured it's something we can deal with.)

And here's the taller one, propped up against our bookcases in the living room: 

We discovered upon further inspection that I think it's missing a couple pieces...but considering most of these go on KSL for, at their lowest, usually $80, I'm hoping we'll find someone who'd be willing to take it off our hands for $20 or something. The pieces aren't essential, just make it more stable. So we'll see.

These have been my main sales. We've also bought a vertical dresser for Atticus for $35, a shelf for their room for $15, and I've spent a tad on some purchases for our backyard (swings for $25, portable fire pit for $30, patio swing for $25). But both the kids' shared room and our backyard I want to have their own posts, so for now...I'll leave it at that. :) 

I'm a classifieds-shopping fiend.